Tuesday, March 30, 2010

My Cute Nephews!

My cute nephews! main photo
So my birthday was a couple weeks ago, but I held off on celebrating with my family until this past weekend as they knew they'd be able to come visit then. We didn't do a whole lot other than go out to eat and hang out at my apartment for a while, but that was enough to get some really cute pictures of my nephews!

We went out to eat at Cheeburger Cheeburger. Here's a link to their website for those of you who have never heard of them. Diner experience with custom made cheeseburgers! Now because they also do shakes, and have a "shake of the day" we all felt the urge to indulge. Pictured above is my youngest nephew, Ronan, showing off a big grin after Grandma let him have some of her Peanut Butter and Banana shake. This kid has suction power! See those 3 straws in Grandma's hand? Ronan had all three of them in his mouth with shake moving up all three of them at the same time!

Now back at the apartment there wasn't much to do, but I do have a Wii and the boys found the controlers. Since both Mom and Grandma have Wii's they know what they are for, and Colin, the older brother, talked us into letting him play.


Colin is 2 1/2 years old and is one smart cookie. At the resturant he recited his ABC's song for us a couple of time to great cheers. With the Wii he made sure, when asked, to put on the wrist strap and did his best to follow our instructions on how to play the games. I only have a couple games so he was playing Sport Resort and ended up with the Sword Fighting game. It was the easiest for him cause all he had to do was swing the remote back and forth a lot, lol.

I think Colin was better at the game than me. He improved my score by nearly 100 points. Though he had lots of help. The entire time the rest of us were cheering him on with shouts of "Swing faster!" or "Swing bigger!" And he was going to town so much that at one point he hit Ronan in the head! Though he immediately turn and said "sorry" before going back to the game. We tried moving Ronan away from Colin or having Colin move back from the coffee table to prevent this, but it just didn't work. Colin would move back towards the TV and Ronan would move back to stand beside his brother. He just had to be right there in the action!



This went on and kept us entertained for several hours. Nothing like 2 adorable little boys to help keep things interesting. I was even able to get Colin's attention for just a brief bit for a smile and a picture.



This was definatly one of the better birthday's I've had in a long while. :)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Office Space

Office Space main photo
For those that may not know. I hate my job. The picture above is pretty much how I feel about it. I'm an Administrative Specialist for a state agency. While the job isn't hard, and honestly I normally don't have all that much to do, its extremely boring and I feel brain dead most of the time. I directly support 8 people and provide assistance when needed to 12 others who do not have their own support staff anymore after lay offs last summer.

So, about six months ago I was having a lot of problems with my stomach. I went to the doctor and as far as they can tell I simply have irritable bowl syndrome. I had a colonoscopy done just to make sure it wasn't more serious. The doctor then proscribed me some nasty prescription drink mix stuff that I took for 2 days then refused to drink more. I'm currently taking some over the counter stuff along with a fiber supplement to try and help keep things going as they should, but it doesn't help every day. Some days being more than 20 feet from a toilet is not a good thing. On top of this I've been dealing with stress headaches that cause nausea and some depression.

For the last several months I've been missing a lot of work The last several pay checks I've not even made my full 80 hours because I just don't have the vacation or sick leave anymore. I've only been working here for 3 years and it takes a full month for me earn 1 day of sick and vacation time. So as you can imagine I don't have any.

Now this gets me into the whole reason for this blog. On Friday my boss had a short meeting with me to go over some projects I need to be working on and to follow up on my performance evaluation from December. It came up that I've been missing a lot of work and that I need to make more of an effort to be here. I wake up every morning and get in the shower. Every morning. By the time I'm done with my shower I normally know how I'm feeling and whether or not I'll be mobile that day. But I understand where my boss is coming from. I do need to be here and I know that.

What pissed me off to no end though is what she said after that, telling me how even though she is gone a lot, she never uses up all of her sick/vacation leave. Well, not only is she an Exempt employee, meaning she only has to work 1 minute of every 4 hours to not have to take leave time, I'm pretty sure she never accurately records when she is gone. More often than not she gets away with this by claiming she is working from home. And she can get away with it because she is a very large woman. Up words of probably 600 pounds. She has a lot of health problems that make her "disabled".  Some of the health problems cause the weight and some are caused by the weight. Because of this she is rarely here, even though early last year she got a motorized chair to help her get around better. But having it hasn't made her be here anymore or to be any more punctual. This says to me that there is something other than just health keeping her from being here most days.

A prime example of this happened yesterday. She gets here at about 9:15, making it to her 9am meeting late. It lasted until about 10:15 or so. She had another meeting at 10:30 that lasted until about 11:30. Then she spent some time at her desk until approximately noon when she comes by my desk to tell me that she's going home for the afternoon because the bug she had 2 weeks ago is hitting her again. Ok, fine, what ever. But this isn't the end. At about 1:45 I get an email from one of the project managers I support asking me to print of a document for my boss who will be by to pick it up. I emailed her back asking when this would be as she went home sick. I was told that my boss would be "turning around" to come back and get it? Turning around? You mean after 2 hours she still hasn't made it home? I thought she was sick? Then I spoke to another project manager about it and found out that shortly before she left they were discussing what is on the buffet at a local restaurant today. WTF? Now when I'm sick and go home, I go home and curl up in bed and crash, I don't drive around town for anther 2 hours. So she come back for the document along with 2 others she was able to email me about on her way, and as usual I have to run them down stairs to her.

It stuff like that that pisses me off. And remember that evaluation I told you about? Myself and all the project managers had our evaluations with her the same week...over the phone...while she sat in her parking spot downstairs. She actually wanted us to come down there and sit in her vehicle with her for them. We all refused because it would be too uncomfortable.

It's just crazy.I need a new job, but no one is hiring with all the budget cut backs. So for now I'm sticking it out, even though our legislature is proposing a 5% cut in all state employee wages but closing all state offices at 3pm on Friday's. And on top of that my agency alone is having trouble meeting the cuts they want us to make and some of the options the legislature is liking the most is to cut 50 jobs or simply dissolve the agency. Now you understand the stress headaches.

Ok, I think I'm done ranting for now. I'll try for a more cheery topic next time.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

On the 9th Floor..

On the 9th Floor... main photo
So, I work on the 9th floor of a 10 story office building. Normally this isn't a bad thing. We have a semi-nice view of the city from up here, which depending on the weather is kinda pretty.

When it isn't nice to work on the 9th floor is when someone decides to burn their popcorn in the microwave setting off the fire alarms.

I'm a government employee, and as such I have the traditional figure of such. Round. I'm not in shape by any means, nor are most of the people who work here. I'm just lucky I'm not one of the ones who also has ankle/knee problems. On average I walk maybe 1 mile a day, mostly just to and from my car as I have to park 3 blocks from my building. So it isn't like I never move, but 9 flights of stairs for me is just painful. The worst part is that it wasn't painful while actually walking down them, or over the block to our meeting place. They started getting soar about 30 minutes later and getting worse the rest of the day. Now, 3 days later I'm still in pain. Every time I stand up my legs feel like jello. I feel so much older than I am.

Because of this I thought to myself, "Heck, if I just walk down the stairs each day when I go home I'd get in at least a little bit better shape." Then I walked down 1 flight on a routine mail check and decided I'd better wait for a day when I know my legs aren't going to collapse out from under me.

But that is my new goal for now. Walk down the stairs on my way home at least once a week to start. It'll be painful, but in the long run it'll be worth it if I can get myself back to a reasonable weight.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Maybe I'll try this...

So it isn't like I haven't tried to do blogs before. I have. But my life just isn't interesting enough for me to keep it updated. So I'll put this here and it'll probably be the only thing I ever post.

Not like anyone will read it anyways. Other than maybe Zoe. Everyone I know who would even look at my profile has drifted away from yuku for one reason or another. Life is like that. Hell even I'm not really around. But I think it's more reactionary for me. People stopped coming by FK, so nothing new was being posted, so I had nothing to read or comment on, so I started stopping by less and less. I've not bothered trying to find another community to join either. I don't have a lot of time for RP and I don't know what other type of forum would even be interesting. That and I'm not good meeting new people. Took me a week just to work up the courage to post at FK the first time.

*pauses* Hmm...guess I had more to say than I thought for this. But don't get your hopes up, this is a rare event.

Well have a good day and a good life and maybe I'll talk to you soon. :)